living the regret.

[Eau Rouge]

She was supposed to resist him, hate him, fight him. But she gave in too easily, and now she’s here, living that regret.

[Nina79]

she lives in regret is the meaning. it means that now she is stuck living this way even though she regrets the decision to do so.

[perpetrator]

...и вот теперь она живет с чувством сожаления...

[kinsman]

живет, терзаемая своим горем, горестными мучениями - имхо

[Shumov]

+ сдалась без боя, а теперь вот гнетется этим.

[Corvin]

Но стоило уступить, и вот она здесь, и нет ни дня без мук отчаяния.
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