Terms for subject Proverb containing я хочу

Russian	English
я хотел бы жить и умереть в Париже, если б не было такой земли-Москва	I would want to live and die in Paris if there had not been such a place as Moscow (Владимир Маяковский Olga Okuneva)
я хотел вылечиться – принял лекарство и умер	I was well, would be better, took physic and died