but I didn’t not want to either. gen.

[adelaida]

Из интервью с владельцем сети ресторанов:

By 1971, the economy was very bad. At the time, we had a dozen X and we were trying to open up three more. By then, everyone was chasing us. There was Y and Z and this thing and that thing, and you needed big money to do it right and open three this year, and five next, and ten the year after that. I didn’t want to sell out, but ***I didn’t not want to either.

Не могу понять конец фразы.

Спасибо!

[overdoze]

I didn’t want to sell out, - не хотел sell out
but ***I didn’t not want to [sell out] either. - но и обратного тоже не хотел

лирическому герою было не определиться